People who can't face the truth and facts. Who terrorize other people and then acts like the victim. Who shows their "love" by making a person's life so god damn miserable.
hell, maybe I wont be back at all...I know ive said that before, but it could actually happen... especially since im sick as fuck, of the abuse that some people are able to get away with around here....
as well as being personally attacked in private messages, and being poked at in various posts...
Tater - get your ass in to see a doctor. I just found out a female friend of mine (35 years old) with a history of migraines had a stroke this past spring. She was at the hospital twice before they would admit her because they thought it was a migraine. Fortunately, the stroke did little or no damage, but it totally freaked her out. And now she had to take blood thinners and do other things to prevent another one.
tatergirl, I had a really bad one too this morning. I linked mine to not enough caffiene (I had a big cup of cofee last night and this morning was when I was coming down from it)
4 16 ozers later - the headache subsided. I was also paired with me bailing work at 1pm for some retail therapy (which helped immensely)
anuerisms are in the back of my mind too when I have really bad migraines - soo scary.
finding out that half of your guests for the melting pot saturday night can't make it cause it's too late (8pm!!) for dinner as they have sitters for thier kids!!!
 :frown:
Having to decide to either downsize the party and exclude them or change the location and the time. which will be hard has HELL to get a table for this number of people anywhere on a days notice. :angry:
people who drop the ball on major projects (especially when the people they let down are children)
people who know when someone else is in need, and when something little would mean so much to them, and they totally have the capablity of granting that wish and dont.
I was having a much better day until I started reading through all the email I missed today...
You're right, I could! And then I could set it up to look like my porch and hang out in there all winter! I could buy some fake plants and maybe get a CD of crickets chirping and birds singing! :sillygrin: :ooh: :chagrin:
I'm headed out to do the same thing OT. But this year instead of storing it packed under the deck, I'm gonna leave it set up so I can use it if we have a winter like the last few have been. I really gotta get out there. I have about 10 hours of outside stuff to do in only 3 hours.
ours is all staying out all winter. it survived last winter plenty fine (unlike the pool which froze to the ground and came up in pieces; fortunately, we didn't make that mistake again this year :smile: )
Want to hear about the day we have planned tomorrow? Family is coming over and putting together my new garage door and installing it, installing a new entry door in garage, repairing sofits and trim around said doors, replacing a piece of siding on my house, taking down screens, putting up storms, painting back side of garage, and anything else I can talk them into doing. :sillygrin: Then I'll take them all out to eat. :eek: :grin:
I am just gonna put it all here: Life of j lately:
It all actually began a year and a half ago... and kept getting worse over the last few months ....
A couple weeks back (during Tims hunt) I had a big doctors appt. I had previously had a couple tests that came back inconclusive and testing for (the "c" word) was next- I usually handle stress quite well but this hit the brick wall for me. I was a complete mess. I cried everyday for weeks. (that among other stresses). I usually keep things to myself but somethings in the last year have just made me blurt everything out to some in the Cooler and I thank the ones that have leant me that shoulder and HUGS!-cause GOD, life can throw curve balls sometimes and it decided to throw quite a few my way this year! I've NEVER fealt like this my whole life.
I think it was the following week that I got the green light that everything was fine with those results! WHEW!!! except they wanted to see me again the 3rd week of November and I was still waiting for another test result and had to schedule an appt with a lung/chest dr.
I know this is long-bear with me-I just want it out of me-----
I called yesterday to find out the last result and schedule the appt for next week: THANK GOD it came back negative-I musta asked her 4 times if that meant I was ok!!! lol! REALLY! I needed to hear it! WOW! - no Hep C-
as I made my next appt the nurse told me that my doctor (the one who delivered Whitney) had a stroke 4 days after I saw him! OMG! He has been in the hospital since Oct 24th!
I did think it cool that his daughter set up a website with daily updates on him.
I still need to see a lung dr but at least I feel a little more eased about other stuff. So if anyone was wondering why I was so wigged out lately- its all kitches fault :wink:
I am really really sorry that some of you have to experience similar crap in your lives, I think we are all getting to an age (timeframe in our life) where we have these things happen.
I love you guys- thanks for being here - I am so greatful we can lean on eachother -I may not say much when I read about the lifetrials you all post-but sometimes I just don't know what to say -just know that I sympathize to no end and I'm thinking about you
I don't think its all good news- I think the whole experience SUCKED! I still have another doc to see.
Ive lost close relatives but when it happens to your own body it really is a different kind of scary. Ive been in a lifethreatening accident and lifethreatening pregnancies BUT this was different -- overall, I know Ive been this way before and I'm sure to feel this way again- :frown: If we dont have some terifying things happen in our lives than how can we know how good we have it at times?
And I'm guessing you know what a clot is.
So that's the difference.
I wasnt talking about you...
I was referring to something else...
and maybe a sleeping pill or 2...
If im not back for a while, thats why
Not because I left the country or anything
hell, maybe I wont be back at all...I know ive said that before, but it could actually happen... especially since im sick as fuck, of the abuse that some people are able to get away with around here....
as well as being personally attacked in private messages, and being poked at in various posts...
yeah....
later.
You might as well just rip my heart out and pee on it.
4 16 ozers later - the headache subsided. I was also paired with me bailing work at 1pm for some retail therapy (which helped immensely)
anuerisms are in the back of my mind too when I have really bad migraines - soo scary.
 :frown:
Having to decide to either downsize the party and exclude them or change the location and the time. which will be hard has HELL to get a table for this number of people anywhere on a days notice. :angry:
people who know when someone else is in need, and when something little would mean so much to them, and they totally have the capablity of granting that wish and dont.
I was having a much better day until I started reading through all the email I missed today...
Last day of fall :frown: & :smile:
Your family should rent out their services!
I am just gonna put it all here: Life of j lately:
It all actually began a year and a half ago... and kept getting worse over the last few months ....
A couple weeks back (during Tims hunt) I had a big doctors appt. I had previously had a couple tests that came back inconclusive and testing for (the "c" word) was next- I usually handle stress quite well but this hit the brick wall for me. I was a complete mess. I cried everyday for weeks. (that among other stresses). I usually keep things to myself but somethings in the last year have just made me blurt everything out to some in the Cooler and I thank the ones that have leant me that shoulder and HUGS!-cause GOD, life can throw curve balls sometimes and it decided to throw quite a few my way this year! I've NEVER fealt like this my whole life.
I think it was the following week that I got the green light that everything was fine with those results! WHEW!!! except they wanted to see me again the 3rd week of November and I was still waiting for another test result and had to schedule an appt with a lung/chest dr.
I know this is long-bear with me-I just want it out of me-----
I called yesterday to find out the last result and schedule the appt for next week: THANK GOD it came back negative-I musta asked her 4 times if that meant I was ok!!! lol! REALLY! I needed to hear it! WOW! - no Hep C-
as I made my next appt the nurse told me that my doctor (the one who delivered Whitney) had a stroke 4 days after I saw him! OMG! He has been in the hospital since Oct 24th!
I did think it cool that his daughter set up a website with daily updates on him.
I still need to see a lung dr but at least I feel a little more eased about other stuff. So if anyone was wondering why I was so wigged out lately- its all kitches fault :wink:
I am really really sorry that some of you have to experience similar crap in your lives, I think we are all getting to an age (timeframe in our life) where we have these things happen.
I love you guys- thanks for being here - I am so greatful we can lean on eachother -I may not say much when I read about the lifetrials you all post-but sometimes I just don't know what to say -just know that I sympathize to no end and I'm thinking about you
(might want to post in other thread) :wink:
Ive lost close relatives but when it happens to your own body it really is a different kind of scary. Ive been in a lifethreatening accident and lifethreatening pregnancies BUT this was different -- overall, I know Ive been this way before and I'm sure to feel this way again- :frown: If we dont have some terifying things happen in our lives than how can we know how good we have it at times?
And you are very correct, sometimes we forget to look at the good in our lives cause we are so busy focusing on the bad.
having to drive a little under 2 hours to see my boy for the weekend. When I wish I could just blink and be there.
bleech.. :pbpt:
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