somthing irking you? pissing you off? rant about it here.
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somthing irking you? pissing you off? rant about it here.
somthing irking you? pissing you off? rant about it here.
somthing irking you? pissing you off? rant about it here.
She might be testing the water first but you also might need to read the writing on the wall IM. I'm pulling for you but I also know when you feel that you're way out of your league, it usually leads to disappointment or finding out she psychotic or something.
Good luck bro.
And your 650 personal Joe is is double lucky since it's coupled with the 6100 Joe. :cool:
this whole self employed thing is a lot of stuff to collect for my accountant. the good news is.. im gonna get me some $$$$$$$$ back.
have a sore forehead, but it's a little sunburn..
This sucks! :frown:
hmm - if I waited for someone to do everything for me. I'd be in a sad sad state. I wanted to ask him - dude how do you function in society?
quiting smoking and cutting back on pop!at same time so I just bite peoples heads off at one time then over 6months I want to have a get together on friday or saturday at a bar!!!!!!!!! any one in!!!!!!!!!
everyone in my family keeps saying stuff that just makes it harder not TO!!!!! they tell me that I am to happy to be around NOW!!!!! and they love that I am smiling all the time NOW!!!!! and they love seeing me this happy my one brother toldme I have to stop talking about her it makes him sick!! comeing from him like that means hes is happy for me!
witch makes it hard not to fall for her my mom keeps saying she hasn't seen me this happy sence I wasa baby!!!!!!!!! how dose that make it any easyer!!!!!!!!! but I know she dosent feel that way I just hope it develops in to IT!!!!!
that would make me so happy!!!!!!!!! my friends are getting pissed at ME!! because about the time all the rough times here started in the last few weeks I have stopped talking to them and faded away!!!!!!!!!
thanksfor leaving me vent here!!!!! I have to get this stuff out when I am driveing because I have to much time to think in this truck!!!!!!!!! and nowhere else to dump at!!!!!!!!!
This week - not so much. The house is too quiet and empty. The night before last I was up until 5:30, last night I was up until 4. (i get up at 7:30)
About 10 years ago I went through this for a year and a half - when I had a fireman as a roommate on the nights he was gone, I'd rattle around the house all night long.
I'm not liking the drop of this one :frown:
I am smoking more now then when I wasnt trying to quite smoking!! argggggggggg
I am stressing with work!!!!!!!!! so thats a big part!!!!!!!!!
I feel like I am going to throw up at any moment.. but it could have something to do with the huge lunch I had complete with gingerbread cake.
we don't talk more then 5 mins on the phone and I don't know I just feel like shes not there!!! I feel sick to my stumick I don't know what to do god Forget her or just keep livening like it is and enjoy the ride that isnt there!!! what to do I don't know!!!! I am losing sleep because of this!!
its new - take it slow. enjoy it, don't rush - if its meant to be, you have your whole life ahead of you.
and its not that I want to talk to her all the time its more I would like to talk more then a quick call saying I am leavening now and will call you tomorrow!! just to get that same thing the next day then on Fridays she calls when she gets up and says what time are we doing what!! then she says she will call me before she leaves!! this week up tell tonight i have talked to her for a hole 10 mins sense sat.!! and thats not kool!!
If he was here, he'd be lucky to get a 10 min call from me.
I'm going to New Orleans In less than 2 weeks.
Friend #1 booked our tickets. Friend #2 was supposed to book our shuttle to the airport.
Friend #2 Dropped the ball in booking until today - to come to find out, that there is no Shuttle service available when our flight comes in (1 am)
So now we have to take a cab 15 plus miles.
"her" that talks for 10 min since saturday, or are you in love with who you "want her to be" who talks all the time?
Be careful your not falling in love with an "idea" of who you want her to be. If she's not really who you want her to be your not really in love with her, but in love with your "idea" of who she "should be" or what "could be" in your mind.
Love is like a bird. If you love it, set it free. If it's meant to be it will come back. If it don't come back it was never meant to be.
and I am one of thows people that can talk and get stuff out over the phone I am a stumbling fool when it face to face!!!
and the just frustrates me big time!!!
I'm usually the last to know too :frown: Anyways, it sounds like she's in a coma (or something along those lines as she hasn't woke up since) and is at the hospital. As far as I can tell, there weren't any warning signs. Shoot even all her stuff on the net makes her seem pretty normal. I guess some stuff had been going on with the family though, and I think they're going to try and get her to move out of state when she's recovered, possibly up here since she has a lot of relatives and friends in the area.
I'm still in a bit of shock about it.
It stinks though, her sister doesn't want to have anything to do with her now, her mother is in some sort of denial, and her father apparently isn't talking to anyone. At least that's all what I've heard. Not a great situation in the least, it really sounds like she could use the support of any friends and family willing to be around her.
wow Im sorry to hear about her
they are ready to ship her out of state and she isnt even out of coma yet? omg :frown:
So far the options sound like either Jamaica (her Grandmother runs an orphanage there) or here in Minnesota. I'd kind of push for Minnesota as she knows a lot of people here, has extended family in the area, and I know she'd have a lot of support from everyone. That and the fact since they moved to FL, she's always kept in touch with people here and mentions MN all the time in her online stuff. If I were to guess, I'd think she never wanted to leave here in the first place. Then again, what do I know anyway?
Sometimes friends are better than family.
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I'm mostly sorry that I hadn't taken more initiative in talking to her. Then again I did for a while but she was always too busy to say much more than a few updates on how stuff was going. And unlike here, I'm not going to be too pushy with talking to my friends if they're too busy. Still, perhaps I've learned enough to know when to be a bit more persistent...
When someone commits or attempts suicide, the thing I find hardest to think about is what could be soooo bad that there is no hope left.
We all have trials, tribulations, bad days, but there is some hope that later things will improve.
How sad for someone to believe their is no hope but to die.
why? cause he has a penis & they are an "old boyz" club.
that sux. it has noting to do with our qualifications.
if i can beat him out of the other 3 boys only clubs. lll do fine. but still.
it sounds like some thing that I have done in the past now I let out my signs that I am going to try something crazy!!!!!!!!! and some of my friends know the signs!
but I am bipoler and I can flip anytime for no reasons!!!!!!!!!
eavn with my meds. if they slip off in the slightest I have problems!! I am a crazy rare breed!!!!!!!!!
hell somethings that people in here has said in the past have made me want to go off!!!!!!!!!
but LIVEING with it for so long and haveing such a good soport group is the best thing!!!!!!!!! I dont like to talk about IT!!!!!
So, here I am, 11pm and I'm booting the server back up, resetting phones, checking computers to make sure they boot, resetting the router and firewall, testing the database and network connectivity.
All in a days work.. well, evenings anyway.
Oh, update on my friend. She's woke up and home now. Apparently there's more to the story than I knew as well. It still wasn't a good situation, but at least she's up and around, and will obviously be getting some counseling and whatnot to make sure this doesn't happen again.
I'm trying to make it a point to talk with her, but I'm sure right now she's probably got half a million people's worth to communicate with. So I probably will be at the end of the line. I don't think I'll be asking any questions or scolding her or anything like that, it just reminded me I should try and be more of a friend to her, even if half the time or more I just get some kind of cold shoulder.
I hope she wakes up soon, and well.
When I was growing up, my buddies older brother (cool as hell... let me play with his brass knuckles and other illegal weaponry) decided he would call it quits. Strange thing with him is, he was in a group therapy class thingy, and they all decided that they would "off themselves". My other friend (who lived two houses in front of this guy), his cousin was in the same group. She was the only one that didn't try, and I believe one of the few that survived. At least you could see it coming, they were in treatment for depression and having suicidal tendencies.
A few years later, (ironically on the street between the two people I just talked about), my buddies little brother grabbed a gun, went upstairs in the top of a nearby barn and ended it all. Sadly this kid (9th grade) was a popular kid, who like your friend showed no obvious signs of distress. I actually talked to him a day or so before and you would have never known what he was planning.
Still hurts a little today to think about it.
Or you could not call, thinking that you would be intruding on their grief, and other feelings... And later not call because you feel incredibly guilty for not calling right away, and feeling even worse that you were not their for a friend in need...
Sorry, I needed to vent that out. But don't wait too long, she really sounds like she needs something positive now. You don't have to call and ask a bunch of questions, they can come when she is ready... But if there is anything you can do to let her know you are there, I would do it. The immense sorrow she must have been in to do what she did... Anything nice I am sure would be appreciated.
god I am just going to kill my self and get this s@$t OVER!!!!!!!!! I f@?$ing give up on women!!!!!!!!!
I feel as big as a fly right NOW!!!!!
god why is it so hard to find that one I give up and they come to me and I let my gard down! just to get hurt!!!!!!!!!
the only thing that has never did me wrong was drugs!!!!!!!!! I just give UP!!!!!
the worst partis I knew it was comeing!!:frown: but no I try!!!!!!!!!